Desire

The strength i gather,

the courage i muster,

The action i take,

My dreams manifest.

Together forever

I waited for you a thousand years,

in this darkness and chill that prick like spheres,

My body all shrivelled and pain all gone,

my soul perhaps, somewhere else is born,

through tides and through seasons,

from dusks to dawns,

am laid in this grave under the lawn,

and then something strange dwelled upon,

suddenly the cold air felt so warm,

felt like the time is playing its trick,

when the men in the chapel up moved each brick,

And as they pulled me out,

in a pile of dust neatly resting on the ground

suddenly in the air I felt your scent around

And as they piled you besides me,

i remembered our vows forever to be,

together and throught beyond eternity,

With nature itself we had a treaty.

And at this moment as we rest in piles,

to be scattered in ashes across the miles,

remembered our vows to be lovers forever,

a vow to stay together forever and ever.

That night we sat together

That night when we sat holding hands together,

watching falling stars, i wished to turn into one.

for every few billion years after,

i could return back,

to where that night we sat holding hands together,

watching falling stars.

sweet farewell !

I laid in this dark for so so long,

I knew no pain i knew no joy,

In this cold and in this dark,

All alone and no one along,

feels like a million years,

in here i belong

and then one day came the wind of change,

The warm sun shone as i felt the snow melt,

the bluebirds sang and oh! that sweet scent,

but i knew no meaning or perhaps what it ment,

but then there was something so familiar so close,

the same purple candle, a chardonny and a red rose,

for years the spring kept you bringing to me,

it was the day for our farewell we chose

dilemma

The rain is pouring and the stream is speeding,

I am caught in the midst all drenched and wet,

It feels so strange and i have no shield no guard,

Neither from the rains; nor from the strange cold.

I have protected myself too much so far,

But now i don't know how I got here.

The stream is speeding and my feet are shaking,

Perhaps I am loosing ground and sinking deeper,

The water speeds, and washes the earth under my feet,

Oh! The current is stronger now and i am drowning,

Afraid of flowing away,

My body wants to resist but my mind wants to explore,

I don't know what to do as i am scared to let go.

The fear of the unknown sends shivers down my spine,

But the possibility of exploring the depths, thrill me.

And I wait for my destiny to reveal upon me its kindness

To grant me a vision, of what awaits ahead.

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The strange world under here is much too dark,

But its strange coldness is healing and mesmerizing,

Perhaps I am liking it here more and want to belong,

To the depths of the waters away from the world,

Yes and I shall get used to the silence, the cold, the darkness.

How nice would it be to get away from the obligations,

Oh but what now, wait! What is that light,

And why is the ground rising, I can feel the dry heat.

Ah no wait, don’t throw me here like this,

Take me oh water carry me with your stream,

But I am glad to be back here for I like the subtle rains,

Tickling my skin as the winds flow steadily,

But what is this, the water is rising again,

Oh perhaps its better there in silence !

Wondering to the oblivion

wonder where the beauty's gone,

wonder where the sunshine dawns,

wonder where the birds sing,

wonder where's the joy they bring,

where is all glory gone,

why is such melancholy born,

and then it reveals upon,

everything is all around and along,

i open my eyes so far concealed,

here the love itself reveals

Her

She holds mighty wishes

She holds the mighty pride

But why shall I be envied

For I possess her might

Worthless Virtues

Shimmering bright,

The brilliant sky,

A million jewels dwell inst,

A poor pauper dwells beneath,

In the light of the million beams,

But when the hunger grows within,

Can a jewel fall at him,

Buy him a wealth,

buy him a bread,

buy him a space to dwell in . . .