Oct 19, 2010

dilemma

The rain is pouring and the stream is speeding,
I am caught in the midst all drenched and wet,

It feels so strange and i have no shield no guard,
Neither from the rains; nor from the strange cold.

I have protected myself too much so far,
But now i don't know how I got here.

The stream is speeding and my feet are shaking,
Perhaps I am loosing ground and sinking deeper,

The water speeds, and washes the earth under my feet,
Oh! The current is stronger now and i am drowning,

Afraid of flowing away,

My body wants to resist but my mind wants to explore,
I don't know what to do as i am scared to let go.

The fear of the unknown sends shivers down my spine,
But the possibility of exploring the depths, thrill me.

And I wait for my destiny to reveal upon me its kindness
To grant me a vision, of what awaits ahead.
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The strange world under here is much too dark,
But its strange coldness is healing and mesmerizing,

Perhaps I am liking it here more and want to belong,
To the depths of the waters away from the world,

Yes and I shall get used to the silence, the cold, the darkness.
How nice would it be to get away from the obligations,

Oh but what now, wait! What is that light,
And why is the ground rising, I can feel the dry heat.

Ah no wait, don’t throw me here like this,
Take me oh water carry me with your stream,

But I am glad to be back here for I like the subtle rains,
Tickling my skin as the winds flow steadily,

But what is this, the water is rising again,
Oh perhaps its better there in silence !

Wondering to the oblivion

wonder where the beauty's gone,
wonder where the sunshine dawns,

wonder where the birds sing,
wonder where's the joy they bring,

where is all glory gone,
why is such melancholy born,
and then it reveals upon,

everything is all around and along,
i open my eyes so far concealed,
here the love itself reveals